sweetreplay-

2007-11-10T10:23:00.000-08:00

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Ive moved to LJ! :D

rejeudoux (:

Relink please!

2007-11-09T22:59:00.000-08:00

all in all it's just another day now

you're falling down

All in all- Lifehouse.

Painted our empire banner and clan flags today!

Our clan flag is not even close to being completed, haha but its looking good (:

MAA-MEE-MOOOO!! :DD D

I only have picture of our Inca empire banner though.

Class birthday celebration for august to november babies today too! ((:

We had a cookies and cream cake, which was simply the best, yumm yumm yummm!!!

The card was so touching Omg, I teared at the grandstand, Ill really miss everyone, why do people walk out of your lives, leaving behind fond memories and their existence have already become a habit you cant get rid of. ):

I feel like such an old hag after training, and Im sunburnt yet again.

Gosh I really dont look forward to training 3 times a week even during the holidays!

The weather is just a killerzz. Haha.

And I saw a rainbow in school today!! ((:

Maybe you're the rainbow that disappears when it rains again.

2007-11-08T23:50:00.000-08:00

When you look back on times we had

I hope you smile

And know that through the good and through the bad

I was on your side when nobody could hold us down

We claimed the brightest star

And we, we came so far

And no they won't forget

Whenever you remember- Carrie Underwood

Gosh Ill really miss the 0741C, everything just wouldnt be the same next year without some of them. ):

Nobody to eat our all-time favourite yong tau foo with, everyday.

No more Bonnie alerts, okay even if Bonnie wont be there anymore anyway.

No more Sy to bully and laugh at, I want to listen to her lame jokes forever, even if it kills me ):

No more queuing for donuts after school.

Nobody to go home with.

Nobody to fail tests and exams with, all the smart asses are left and Im the only dumb one, oh my goddddddd.

Even people from other classes, like omg I can totally foresee j2 to be a really horrid year, just kill me now.

Im beginning to miss everybody now. ):

And .

I wish I could hit a restart button and go back wayyy back in time to the 2nd week of school, to the starting point of the rollercoaster ride.

Like, the first hockey training. :D hehe.

Ohana means Family. and family means no one is left behind or forgotten.

I cant wait for the class picnic!! :DD

2007-11-07T05:21:00.000-08:00

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You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day

Good day- The click five.

Im addicted to this song after emo karaoke at the chalet, haha!

Didnt do much on the first night, we celebrated Wenzheng's birthday and played Twister.

Wasted people haha.

And everyone just woke up and sat up, the next morning, to watch 13Ghosts on dvd like lazy bums, that show is soooo gross by the way.
Basically: a sick breakfast of the worst tasting toast and eggs, played pool for like 3plus hours straight, BBQ at night with more ij people, emo karaoke with gay boys Joshua and Wenzheng and that super crazy cycling expedition to Old changi hospital.
So 11 bikes cycled like 36892397 miles from downtown east to Changi and Och was just C to the reepy, Jieying, Marcus, Joel, Hannah and I stayed outside anyway while the rest of the boys went into the mortuary.
Haha should have taken a picture of Joel's pale face, it was funny la Hockey Captain!
It was quite an exciting experience anyway, seeing och for the first time even if it was just the outside thats quite enough for me omg, cycling in the wee hours of the morning and having legs that felt like jelly after that.
The rest of the morning got pretty wastedddd and I woke up on the floor. :\

the ultimate drunkard.

We all had breakfast together after checking out and took pictures.

The colour layering was a coincidence, haha.

GAY.

Them trying to act garang.

Cabbed home with Joshua, Marcus and a tipsy-since-Monday-night Wenzheng.

And I felt like a crazy person when I got home, omg I fell asleep in the shower, got out and started singing very loudly and then fell asleep again, sooo retarded.

Its so sad I wont be graduating with most of them next year, urgh all the fun people are gone / going, next year is gna be so sucky in social aspects PLUS the A levels, I might just die, Omg. )):

2007-11-05T00:50:00.000-08:00

Ill just caption some pictures due, cus Im too lazy to blog haha.

Just thinking about going to school and being late for the chalet tmr just annoys me, but Ill never let my Emil baby down. :DD

Plus I have a nice true but gay friend who decided to wait for me and be late together, hoho.

Went down to Vivo with the gay boys today to buy the Twister game for the chalet.

They took quite long to figure out this baby toy, I think..babies are smarter. Haha!

Had dinner at White Dog Cafe or something like that, and the food was really good!

My Cabonara pasta, Yummyy! ((:

I reached Bukit timah late and the rain was such a spoiler and kept the night short but it was still sweet anyway, I think the 13th floor became ours. ((:

______________________________________

At Sam's.

pcf kindergarten k2 graduation concert.

Why dont we sing the Your Guardian Angel song by The red jumpsuit apparatus again (:

2007-11-03T19:58:00.000-07:00

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It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Your guardian angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus.

This song is too sweet, go listen to it.

Anyway I saw this on Emil's lj "Like if you get something bad now, something good will happen later to balance it out." haha its so Emil-ish, like one look and it doesnt really make sense, but if you really relate it to yourself, you'll get the point! (haha sorry Emil baby.)
At least my life isnt totally sucky, I promoted after a crazy rollercoaster ride of a year, so all is not lost! ((:
But I feel so useless when I see my good friends in a rough patch, although Ive been there before and totally understand how it feels.
Maybe...Melissa Chin says Chins Up!! ha ha ha ha. Mmmm okay.

Went over to Sam's place with Aisyah, after school yesterday to raid her fridge, nap on her sofa and play pool.
Yay I miss Sam, thanks for the swamp-like bathroom, insects and bacteria infested house and dust and dirt covered furniture, I loved it! :DD
And I took an awfully long walk home, I love long walks (:

So anyway, Fairuz Jingyi and I helped out as a volunteer for the pcf kindergarten k2 graduation concert today.
I dont remember my k2 graduation being something so major, but I loved the song that we had to dance to ehehe.
It goes like," Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket, never let it fade away.."
And we wore itchy pink dresses, smelly make-up, waved glittery styrofoam stars and were forced to dance with moronic boys, haha!

I realised I havent been baking for a long time, maybe it was just another passing hobby.
Cant help but laugh when I recall the initial reason why I even picked up baking.

2007-11-01T23:40:00.000-07:00

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Fool Again- Westlife.

And I can just hear myself yelling, "Here we go again."
Good one.

Watched A Walk to Remember on movies6, omg ):

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2007-10-31T20:09:00.000-07:00

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Anywhere but here- Hilary Duff

When I'm in a crowd,
Or on an island by myself,
Silent or too loud
Wishing I was somewhere else
And I can't believe
You hit me fast and hard,
When you turn to me and say,
Never change the way you are

Trying to catch your eye,
Things will never look the same
Now I can't deny
Your the moth and I'm the flame
There I go again
I should walk before I run
How can I explain
I can't stop what you've begun

I'm falling through the door,
Flying across the floor
When you look at me suddenly it's clear
You're burning up my dreams
Crazy as it seems
I don't wanna be
Anywhere but here
Anywhere but here

What goes on inside,
Is a mystery no doubt
Roller coaster ride,
I may never work it out
Here's the brand new me,
Skates around and floats on air
I'm a sight to see,
Rainbow colors in my hair
You have set me free,
The one who gets me there

Here is the place where
my head is spinning
Time is beginning
To race away
You come to throw me
Knock me off my feet
You give me wings to fly
The world goes crashing by again

(:

Lovely isnt it? (:

OP is finally over, Ill miss you guys ij119! :D
Henry Dunant will always be our hot old man.

Just look at them.

PS. Happy Halloween!!

2007-10-30T17:34:00.000-07:00

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If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight

Things I'll never say- Avril lavigne.

No idea what to blog about anymore, maybe just..I can't wait for OP to be over!!

2007-10-27T23:59:00.000-07:00

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Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down

Don't love you no more- Craig David.

Hello, Greetings from the new house, which I really dislike.
I miss my old house like crazy, seriously, Im so mad at my parents.
Everything feels so weird, even my room is a little too big for my own good, there's enough space for a dancefloor alright and nothing's cosy anymore. ):
Plus you can see the entire bukittimah hill from my window...and my old house, Snifffff.
I rather have my old view of people playing tennis at the tennis courts from my window. ):
Maybe Ill be happier if my parents were generous enough to offer me their huge ass bedroom with the walk-in closet that I have taken a liking to.

Ah wells.

So anyway, life's been QUITE fun, with orientation 08 stuff planned and all.
We got to choose our partners, our own empire and clans and empire colour etc.
Hello Marcus, Empire Inca, Clan Mascas (something like that) and Redddd !! :DD
I can just tell how much fun we're gonna have already.

And I happened to have been hanging out with the bukittimah "neighbours" for 3 days straight; omg as if we all cant get enough of each other.
They're pretty much just a bunch of stinky boys from ij, somewhere in between gay and retardation, EWWWWWWWWWWW.
Haha okay Im kidding, apart from excluding me from boy secrets&gossips, removing the ladder while Im stuck in the attic and a whole list of other unacceptable behaviour.

king of all retards.

the Drunkard and the Osim iSqueeze.

We ate at some really unknown place called Buddy Hoagies something like that, and the food was really goooood!
The chocolate milkshake was to die for!

Ps. Did I mention that the toilet looks like a murder took place previously. :\

2007-10-25T21:32:00.000-07:00

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For the first time,
This could be the last time

Crush- 3G.

A trip to the polyclinic to meet two un-sick people, aimless mrt rides, a horror flick "The Last Breath", dinner at Al ameen, window shopping at Courts (haha) with two little ~~kids~~ boys who touch and sit on everything in sight and fried ice cream at Al ameen again.
This definitely beats going to school for boring chinese and Pw!
But the horror movie was...OMG.
Its really nothing related to the title, but really THE HORROR THE HORROR THE HORRORRRRRR.
My fingers got kind of numb from covering my eyes and I actually cried what a wimp, plus it was freezing in the cinema and I hope I didnt injure anyone or their eardrums. :\
Those aside, horrror flicks are always worth the 7.50 to scare yourself. (:

Oh and I got the Ogl thing! ((:

Liar. Thank god I ran from you. Lucky me.

2007-10-24T20:28:00.000-07:00

How I feel, read my lips

Over it- Katharine McPhee.

Saturday morning's match with the elect ppl was fun, fun, FUN! :DD

We learnt some new skills from Nordin and it was like so woahh, Haha!
Too bad I gave the SIHC match a miss, but Shankari's birthday party at Sahara, that night, was a blast. (:

So anyway, School has been so mother tongue and PW filled, its so boring I can't stop dozing off.

I can't wait for our oral presentation to be over!! That calls for a celebration please!

Some other stuff calls for a celebration too!

So happy for Emil, so happy for Zul, so happy for..I dont know, people who are happy! :DD

And Ill be moving house this week end, Sniff Im so sore about it. ): I really hate packing so much things, with my mum nagging 24/7 about everything, breaking the peace while I watch Gossip Girl at night, GRRRR!!

its like re-discovering Eden with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies

I think i'll hire Cupid

(Something about you- Corrinne May)

2007-10-19T23:58:00.000-07:00

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Love story- Katharine McPhee.

So my chocolate cupcakes became rock cakes overnight.
But everybody was game enough to eat it anyway. ((:

Met Sam to buy last minute bbq stuff at kap.
That girl was such a lazy pig, insisted on cabbing to my house, sat on my massage chair for a full body massage while eating, lied all over my sofa with my laptop, playing her Hairspray soundtrack, insisted on me ironing her shirt for her (!!??) and filling me in on all kinds of scandals in her school.

It was great seeing everybody today.
The food was alright, the company was even better.
I feel like a balloon from all that food, Omg, how to play hockey tmr morning.
Pictures another time!

Toods.

2007-10-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

Best I Ever Had- Vertical Horizon

I think I have a soft spot for sad songs.

I baked a yummy-licious batch of Nutella cupcakes today!! :DDD :D
Exclusively for the bbq tmr. (:

and then made about 20 over chocolate cupcakes for my class. (:

and I invented my own chocolate icing too, its really lip-smacking I tell you!

I always feel so happy when I bake. (:

Oh we just collided in the fast lane.

2007-10-16T19:08:00.000-07:00

When everything's made to be broken

Iris- Goo Goo Dolls.

Today was pretty okay, I passed the two papers we got back which was a heeeeeuge relief after Friday's episode with Melissa-you-are-gna-fail-your-butt-off-Literature Teacher, Omg.

I went home quite disturbed after that okay, NOT. FUNNY.

So I came home and packed my room a little, since I'll be moving house in two weeks.

And I found my emergenetics profiling booklet, Haha I read it for awhile anyway.

58% Yellow Conceptual, 31% Red Social and Green Structural and Blue Analytical are practically a tiny proportion each, of everything.

Okay so Red may be emotional and all, but I have way more of Yellow and I remember the instructor saying Yellow beings are those who think their very miserable lives are over (very dramatically), but very soon the next day they find something new to live for and forget that they were ever upset. ((:

Haha Im not categorised 95% gregarious for nothing right.

Anyway I cant wait for this Friday's BBQ with the girls!!

Im feeling all accomplished, I booked the pit, ordered the food, contacted everyone and now Ill just be waiting to eat.

2007-10-15T20:31:00.000-07:00

>> We're still alive with hopes just died.

Say it isnt so- Gareth gates.

I dont know if its some kind of psychological phenomenon but these days everytime I step into a shop, or already am in a place, they start playing songs like "Don't love you no more", "Because of you", "Fool again" etcetc :\

How timely indeed.

Towned with Jean today.

The rest of the clique pangseh-ed, for our long-planned dinner date at night, so it was just me and Jean the bean again.

We got so fed up with our mundane lives of shopping and eating anyway, we just sat around places and bummed.

Pictures!

Jean's japanese boyfriendSSS.

BARNEY is a dinosaur from our imagination, When he’s tall he’s what we call, A dinosaur sensation!!!

Haha I remember rushing home everyday, in primary school, just to watch Barney. :D

(Right.)

2007-10-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

Let's go back Back to the beginning (:

I had so much Nutella shortbread cookies yesterday, they were so good!

Oh yes and I think I forgot to mention, they were baked by yours truly. :DD

But the triple chocolate cupcakes were a flop. Wrong sugar, and wrong move of adding honey (haha) ):

At least being busy with baking takes your mind off things.

Town with Jean today.

and we had Fish&Co, my favourite NewYork fishandchips yuMMmmmMMM

I heart Jean.

She made me laugh so hysterically like, four times today.

Hahah she's the real mean queen man.

Have you ever felt that life is so messed up, and its only happening to you.

Sometimes I wonder why Im not as pretty as her and her and all the hers, why Im not as hot as another her and another her, why Im not as skinny as yet another her and her, why Im not rich and loaded with Daddy's money to make up for being fat and ugly, why your world comes crashing down because of one person, why Im not smart which links to never being able to get into my dream school and the "why Im not" list goes on.

Is it just me while the rest of the world is having the best life possible, because seriously Ive never felt so horrible inside before.

I think Im such a unhappy person maybe I should cease to exist.

I feel so pathetic and vulnerable when I blog about all this, but this is probably the only participant in my very unhappy world, I should password protect it (after I find out how to, that is)

What I really like now, is to take a nice walk outside along the streets at night and maybe keep walking and walking forever to god-knows-where.

Sounds stupid but really, its therapeutic.

Or maybe a retreat holiday to a nice island like Tioman. (:

Where nobody will ever judge me, or break whatever thats left.

2007-10-13T22:49:00.000-07:00

>>

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just You and I.

Tiger lily- matchbook romance.

I just think this is a very heart-warming song, nothing else okay.
(:

2007-10-12T19:37:00.000-07:00

for the last time. (:

Baking is fabulous-ly therapeutic!

Went baking shopping with Siewyuan and Jingyi after school.

Baked Nutella Cupcakes today...which turned out to be ROCK cakes.

Its so hard its so funny, haha!!

I think I was supposed to use baking powder, not baking soda oops.

But I ate three anyway, and my mum gamely ate one, and said it was nice.

Grr Im such a failure.

Wait til I try lemon cupcakes next, it'll be goooooooooooooood. :D

Ugh school was so sick, got back Econs and Lit today and the results are so disastrous, omg!

Plus it doesnt help when your Lit tutor keeps picking on you, with that youre-not-going-to-make-it tone and humiliates you in front of the class.

I swear I was on the verge of tears. ):

Gosh she makes me hate Literature so damn much.

Some pictures from school.

Post-exams got too boring, so Aisyah and Jingyi decided to summon spirits.

And it was so hilarious, the paper had words like "Boy","Girl","Man","Woman","Indian","Chinese","Malay","Eurasian","Goodbye","Hello", "Thankyou"

HAHAHA, I have such strange friends.

2007-10-11T21:21:00.000-07:00

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The hardest part- Coldplay.

Today I had the bestest peach tart in all seventeen years of my life; AND it was homebaked by Siewyuan and it was like heavenly! SERIOUS.

Me: (opens box to take tart out)
Jy: what? youre eating it now?
Me: (thinking) okay maybe later. (about to close the box, when i turn to Jy...)
Jy: (eating up tart)

OOKAY, haha!

We're all in a baking craze now. :DD
So actually I toyed with the idea to bake after exams for one sole purpose, until life took a detour on me but I baked anyway because I bought the stuff already.
Guess it doesnt matter after all, because I found a new past time anyway!
With more purposes, like to torture my friends and poison them. (:

I know what this is, its just like how you followed a recipe but found yourself standing in front of the oven wondering how the hell you ended up with a cake that looks nothing like in the recipe.
Maybe it was the ingredients, maybe it was the creaming method, maybe it was the oven, or the mixing bowl or the wooden spoon.
You'll never know.
But somehow you still finish up the cake anyway, because amidst bitter or sour, there's still a tinge of sweetness.
All that's left to do is to start all over again, baking from scratch.
But it probably wouldnt be the same cake anymore.

So symbolic, I cant stand myself. -Shudders.

What makes this broken world go round?

2007-10-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

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I (would) like to believe what I should be believing.
I (would) like to believe Im totally out of the whole nightmare.
I (would) like to believe time heals everything and anything.

But time and time again, I keep betraying my own self, I can even start hating myself.

"More than you, more than you know"

Help.

I wished holidays have started by now, so I dont have to go to school and pretend Im alright, and I can stay home and scream and cry like a baby.
But theres no reason to wish for that, because school keeps me happy, with all my extremely goofy (to the extent of retardation) friends and we watched the Spongebob movie in class today which really made me laugh alot.
And to everybody who told white lies and swallowed my muffins, thank youuu!!
And my mum brought me shopping after school.

Sometimes I wished I had an older sister I could dump all my sorrows and troubles at, someone I can cry infront of and not caring that I look like an ugly wet fish drenched in tears, maybe somebody who would even cry with me; I envy people with sisters or close siblings. ):
and I dont have anyone. )):

"Nothing you do could change my mind." I keep telling myself that, I wonder if it works anymore.

Help.

2007-10-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

Because to you it's just a game.

You just like the chase

To be real

It doesn't matter anyway

Too little too late- Jojo.

So it wasnt serious right from the beginning, it's just a joke; but Im not laughing.

It feels great being freed somehow, its been way too long.

The old life? Thats no way to live.

SO, I got down to baking milk chocolate muffins today.

Mixing the big bowl at high speed, chopping dark chocolates, and icing the muffins with designs; Great way to release all that emotions!

Okay so its my first time baking muffins, not very successful but please give me face and try them tomorrow friends. (:

Theyre 100% edible, I promise!

Okay as you can tell, my icing handwriting isnt any better than my usual handwriting too ):

(the 'S!' is for SamBaey okay! dont think too much.)

And the muffins are in odd shapes, because I forgot the muffin pan.

And they taste kind of bitter with dark chocolate :\

I hope people dont cringe at the sight/smell of them tmr, Sniffff.

Ill do better next time, promise!

Some pictures from 4s3 gathering.

That one in blue, is the Unglam Queen No.1 man.

Pw meeting at Kap on Sunday.

Happy Halloween :D

Everybody loves Halloween candies!

___________________________________________________________

You know, I think theres so much more to life than just that.

Come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday, so yesterday.

Havent you heard that Im gna be okay. (:

2007-10-07T20:54:00.000-07:00

>>

when I say crushed, I mean crushed.

You can never return a heart you took by storm.

2007-10-05T23:41:00.000-07:00

>>

once in a lifetime

Post-exams activities isnt anything close to exciting, its really alot of Pw-ew-ew-ew and some corny police talk on shoplifting today.
But the Tioman trip talk brought back some memories, I miss Tioman. (:
Then interhouse games after school, arghughugharghugharghdsdj im so lousy, somebody help me.

Met up with the 4s3 girls at night, haha everyone was just being crazy and loud and being ourselves! :D
Feels nice talking about some things to SamBaey, I mean nothing, just NOTHING, makes me more happy than .
And my darling Sammie's all grown up eh, painted nails and all, hehe!
Its indeed a small world, I met Jingyi in the bus on the way to town, and again, on the way home, haha.

Im going to do some intensive shopping with Jean tomorrow! (((: Cant wait!

2007-10-04T19:05:00.000-07:00

>>

So you'll probably always have a spell on me.

Hate that I love you- Rihanna ft. Ne-yo

Like a donut, with all sorts of yummy and pretty cream and toppings, when theyre all gone, its just the blend taste of dough left.

So why do donuts have a hole in the middle? It doesnt take much flour to fill up that gap you know. Because they represent something thats gotten so empty, no amount of cinnamon cream/oreo crumbles/dark chocolate can cover that hole.
I love donuts.

Sorry if Im making anyone cringe, but this is an arts student's blog after all. HA HA (:

Anddd, EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRR!!!!!

2007-10-03T14:20:00.000-07:00

>>like so many times, so many times before.

post-exam blues!

Okay I still have the last paper tomorrow, which I thought was on Monday, so technically I studied for tomorrow's paper on Sunday already, which also means, that Im done with the midcourse exams!!! :D
So Ive been watching tv series since I got back from Geog paper ytd, which was a (yes, you know whats coming) DISASTER.
But heck la, anywayyyyyyyyyy Ive been caught up watching Gossip Girl, OMG.
Dont go, omg what an airhead, because its so niceeee!! :DD

CHACE CRAWFORD.
He plays Nate and he's so ohmygosh.

Okay I popped by at Annabelle's blog one day, and saw her entry on 4s3 and those good old Crescent days and found myself choking on tears. SERIOUS.

Our farewell video.

(Just ignore anybody who resembles me, I look as ugly as ever inside.)

4S32006, simply the best class.!

Having a knack for all sorts of trouble and rule-breaking antics, its all in the name of fun, why couldnt those teachers just give us a break Haha.

While the rest of the sec4s were gearing up for the Big Os, there we were, playing Twister in class, Block-catching, making race tracks with some freebie Macdonalds toys, we stole from the foyer (actually I think the school stole them from Macs too anyway), have tictac sweet war in class (which the school gave, and was already expired, so outrageous right.! So what better way to put it to good use, than to throw it at each other.) have fights with the styrofoam rocket guns, cook hotdogs and eggs in class with portable toasters, having the "We have the Dirtiest Class of the Week" paper on our class board and "We regret blah blah blah We promise to blah blah blah" , haha sorry I forgot what it read because I only remember we were kind of proud of it!

And even suspension outside the general office was kick-ass!

We left our desks and ran around the carpark, and got caught by camera/someone watching us the whole time right from the staffroom and got screamed at by chan wei ming, omg hair raising moment.

I cant wait to see all of you on Friday! ((:

Wish we never had to move on in life, jc stinks.

Not being able to move on is worse.

2007-10-01T18:45:00.000-07:00

>>

Why do you build me up Buttercup baby
Just to let me down and mess me around.
(:

Im taking it a step at a time.

2007-10-01T12:05:00.000-07:00

Some heart-shaped leaf on the ground, outside our room at Tioman.

Haha as you can tell, Im pretty bored from studying and I realised I havent uploaded all my Tioman pictures ever since I got back, like weeks ago!

I cant believe I have two subjects left but will still be studying for the next five days!

Oh and its October!

(its past 12midnight now.)

What a bittersweet ten months it has been.

Someone get me a new lease of life because the life I love is almost in its final stage of caving in.

2007-09-28T20:39:00.000-07:00

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Gp was a disaster.
Chinese was a disaster.
Econs was a disaster.
Maths was a disaster.

Geog will be a disaster.
Lit will be a disaster.

Hello Class of 0841C.
):

Ugh Im so hopeless but Ill say it anyway, I really ________!!
Haha this is so March April, so yesterday.

2007-09-26T09:48:00.000-07:00

>> youre every song and I sing along.

Midcourse exams start tomorrow.
Haha, Im as dead as pork chop. :\

Im half looking forward and half dreading life after exams though.
Its all so, complicated and full of uncertainties.

Maybe. What if. I think. I hope. Nah, wouldn't couldn't shouldn't.

Hahah what rubbish.

Okay best of luck everyone! ((:

2007-09-24T17:38:00.000-07:00

>>

You're a carousel
You're a wishing well
And you light me up
When you ring my bell
You're a mystery
You're from outer space
You're every minute of my every day

Everything- Michael Buble.
This song gets so addictive!! (:

I think I discovered a drug that induces even more happiness than Soma (only for BNW readers).
Consumed visually.
Warning: Highly addictive.

:D

2007-09-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

>>

So high, so low
Crash and burn we all fall down.

Exit to exit- Ryan Cabrera.

Open House was a total failure, I must say.
All the ccas' souvenirs and stuff were practically given to our own ij people.
And all the booths were playing their own games and having their own fun.
Not to mention, I wonder why I was made to rush the noticeboard during this examination period when practically no one stopped to look at it. URGH.
And packing up the hockey booth alone, though Aisyah and some others came to help later.
Note to self: Its the last time Im ever doing anything for Hockey anymore. (:

A whole Saturday wasted when I could have been studying, Omg.
Okay wait, no it wasnt wasted actually. ((:

All this time Ive been just going around in circles, thinking Im actually going somewhere, but Im still at the same old spot. (((((((((((:

2007-09-19T21:56:00.000-07:00

>>

If you wander off too far
If you follow the wrong star.

Maybe Im still here. (:

Omg what a Friday.
I think I spend too much time glancing at the clocks in the Lts/ classrooms, when I should be paying attention.
SERIOUSLY, Econs is a total bore, Omg.!

So anyway, I had to get down to revamping the Hockey noticeboard right after school.
Not many people stayed to help, its always the same old girls and guys.
Sometimes I think the rest of the team died, Thats Awesome, we can go for Adiv next year with four to five girls.!
And yes, Im being sarcastic.
Many thanks to the j2s who came down to help despite today being their holiday, its like their presence alone tells us that nothing will go wrong, whether is is regarding Openhouse stuff/ souvenirs/ noticeboard deco etcetc.

Haha Oh No, this just means we cant do without them. ):

Anyway I wouldnt have completed the board without Wenzheng, Brandon, Weijean, Marcus, and of course, the clay moulding gang doing the souvenirs.

Kneading weird smelling clay with your hands isnt my kind of thing you know, I think its takes alot of courage, Haha!

Haha Fine, the Hockey word got split up.

But, Hoc-Key is the new Hockey alright!

From someone like me, not that good, but still commendable effort. (:

Open House tomorrow!

2007-09-19T16:48:00.000-07:00

>> A little hazy but mellow

Feeling yellow
I'm confused inside
A little hazy but mellow
When I feel your eyes on me

Feeling fine, sublime
When that smile of yours creeps into my mind
Nobody told me it feels so good
Nobody said you'd be so beautiful
Nobody warned me about your smile

Colourblind- Darius Danesh.

I like this song. (:

Sometimes, I get rather confused during Lit lectures on the text, Brave New World.
Seems like a pretty good place to live in, to me.
"Theyre alienated from Humanity, dehumanised beings sterile of emotions."
And unlimited amounts of induced happiness from the drug, Soma.
Sounds good, yes?

2007-09-18T21:09:00.000-07:00

>>

Shall I say
would it be a sin

Can't help falling in love with you- ATeens.

Today Gp's lesson we read about the Artic ice glaciers melt-down and how everything would be gone by 2050.
( Nas went," Noooo, I want to have grandchildren!!!! )
Earth would have deteriorated so badly, probably disintegrated by then, together with all of us, suddenly melting in a heatwave/drowning in a flood/or suddenly exploding into a gazillion dust particles.
What would be your biggest regret??

I had a tear-jerking moment of thought with myself over that.

HAHA, Okay lets not get too sentimental.
Somebody said I was emo, after yesterday's entry.

Tuesdays are a drone. ):
School ended at 440 and we had extra Econs til 640, where I wasnt paying attention at all.
Okay fine, I didnt pay attention right from the first lesson in the morning already.
And Im so tiredddddddddd when I get home, I dont understand how I can study with a timetable like this.
Mid-course exams are gna bite me in the ass I swear.

Study time, Bye.

2007-09-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

>> Born on a tear, That seeps from the dagger shaped hole in your heart.

(edited/)

I like telling the truth, and being honest with myself. (:

Oh the uncertainties of life.

Ps. Nas HEE HEE HEE :DD

________________________________________________________

Okay sentimental confessions time.
When I think about it sometimes, I dont regret choosing to stay in ij (okay maybe on CERTAIN occasions I do regret.), I mean its real nice to have a great class and awesome friends in school etcetc.
But sometimes I cant help but sit and wonder what life would be like if things took a different route in January.
Maybe I withdrew on the 2nd day of school and never stepped into innova again for all of eternity.
Like if I decided to skip cca fair and continue being cca-less for the next two years, and never (got forced) got to sign up for Hockey and got addicted to the sport. Of course, people will say I had other reasons, but outsiders are forgiven because thats utter rubbish anyway.
And maybe if I left for another jc, abandoning all thoughts of possibilities and what-ifs and maybe-i-should-this-and-that and but-he/she-said, haha maybe all that brainwashing worked.
It wasnt an entirely smooth nine months here too, I remember those rough patches so clearly, it's beginning to sting again.
Until it all boiled down to numbness.
Like how the Chris Daughtry song goes "Well, I never saw it coming. And I should've started running A long, long time ago."
After much thought, I would want to go through it all over again. (:
Call it self-abuse but you would understand if you were me, because its so irreplaceable even if it hurts like crazy.

So this is where I continue walking down the same road, wondering where the dead end is, or maybe a junction where I cross over and take another road and never turn back again.
Haha or maybe continue on this same old road, and head for self-destruction.(HAHA NO IM KIDDING.)

Dont ask whats the purpose of this entry, I just had to let some of it out.

2007-09-15T14:26:00.000-07:00

>> I live on raw emotion, baby.

Wake up call- Maroon 5.

Went to Hockey Village this morning for some openhouse video shooting.
(I had to sneak out of the house, like a thief.)
Haha, it was so fun, having to do so many takes just to get the perfect video.
I kind of miss training now, cant wait for Hockey to resume after promos.!
Anyway, left early with Victoria because I wanted to go home and STUDY. (:
And we had some interesting discussion on the Mrt and she told me some stuff about L, which really shocked me.
I guess this is a follow-up to yesterday's entry and I thought Ill add on: I dislike fake girls.
I wonder if these people ever get tired from acting in their own blockbuster.
This world would be a much happier place without players, fake people, animal abusers, lizards, heartbreaks and tears, and oh yes, pimples.

All we need is love, Donuts, laughter, Cupcakes, care, Brownies, friendship, Icecream, world peace, Chocolates and Snowskin mooncakes!

Thats what my world needs, how about yours?? ((:

Toodles.

2007-09-14T20:47:00.000-07:00

>>

And like a common thread
Youre pulling me. (:

OH MY I neeeeeed to like seriously, STUDY!!!!

These days have been, well, pretty therapeutic.
I like talking to Nas about STUFF, haha.
I miss those Tioman days la, really.

Maybe I just need to sort some things out with my own self.
But the feeling's quite cute, its like a tingly and happy feeling!

Oh and I thought I say something about what I strongly feel against something.
It really leaves me peeved, when some guys are such superficial animals.
Like "Oh look at her, shes so pretty/hot, I like her."
Get a life, thanks.
and life is definitely not about skirt-chasing everybody who's female and playing a game of luck and see who falls into your net.
Someone should just stone you to death asap.

And just some more Tioman pictures to end this off.

Dont you just want to LIVE THERE. :D

Bye.

2007-09-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

>> Suicidal,When I say its over.

Beautiful girls reply- Jojo.

I got a..

..today.

But in black and white.

Because my Dad saw no apparent difference between red and black.

I want the red and white one!!! ):

Oh wells.

Anyway I got so bored playing with it, I think...I need a new phone again!

Haha okay no that was a joke.

But the unhappening handphone aside, here's the more exciting part, it came with this..

HAHAHAHA!! :DD :D

Its some Starhub High school musical 2 package thingy, so thus the cd!

(Note: Melissa is absolutely delighted.)

Omg, I seriously need to start studying.

2007-09-10T19:48:00.000-07:00

>> Make it last forever and never give it back.

Don't wanna leave it all behind

But I get my hopes up

And I watch them fall everytime

Another colour turns to grey

And it's just too hard to watch it all

Slowly fade away

I gotta go my own way- Highschoolmusical 2 ((:

Today wasnt too bad and Im proud of myself, its like moving out of a dark and unpleasant place finally. (:

Except now that Nas knows my dark secret. :0

Tennis for Pe elective, haha I think I looked like a total idiot.

So this was what I must have looked like when I started out at Hockey, Haha!

Promos promos promos.

(Thanks, Nas darling for the pics)

THE RAINBOW. :D

2007-09-09T23:01:00.000-07:00

>> You speak the language of the shooting stars

You are the music in me- Highschoolmusical2.

I want... to see a shooting star. ):

and make a wish, okay WISHES.

I still miss Tioman. )):

Okay so, today's the end of the September holidays.

It started off awesomely fabulous, with the Tioman trip and ended off with..HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2 tonight!! :DD

Okay Im a secret Hsm fan.

Oh and the wish, I want to stay on Pulau Tioman forever and do whatever I like and live like a caveman. (hahaha!)

Then I can eat buffet at Melina beach resort all I want, without people (namely, parents, grandparents and relatives) telling me Im fat and should stop eating. ):

And of course, sit on the rocks all night, listening to the sound of the waves and stargaze forever.

Righttt.

Goodnight, Happy school reopen and embrace those Monday blues tomorrow.

2007-09-07T10:12:00.000-07:00

>>
(edited again)
(edited/)

We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind
You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors oh the colors of the wind.

Colours of the wind- Vanessa Hudgens.

I think this song best describes how the Tioman trip has affected me. (:

__________________________________________________________

I miss Tioman. )):

I take back what I said on Sunday when I said Internet and Msn are essentials because I realise theyre not now!

Honestly, I rather not know what I dont want to know, see what I dont want to see or get reminded of anything upsetting back here.

I think the trip was a really good break for me, and now I have to study for promos Ohmygawdddddddd.

Oh pleaseeeeeee, I want to go back to Tioman now.

Hello Tioman pple, I miss you guys! ((:

________________________________________________________

Helloooooo Im seriously bored, been studying about rocks the whole day and its soooo boring my gosh.

So Im here to say how much I miss Tioman again, haha!

And I think it was a FRUITFUL trip, especially for two friends. xD

I feel so 'mission accomplished' and excited and happy and almost on the verge of tears!!!!!!

(If we were still in Tioman, I would be high-five-ing Marcus all over.)

Haha Omg this is so crazy, but Im so happy, feeling sad for the Chocolate chip cookie somehow but I think he just missed the train, because she hopped on the plane. (inside joke)

((:

2007-09-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

>> TIOMAN LOVE.!

Im BACK and I survived Tioman.!!!!!!

and I wna go back! )):

So our resort was pretty primitive, because I dont know what else to call it, haha.

But actually I liked it better than some air conditioned holiday hotel room, because kampong-like huts make the landscape look better than condominium-like hotels, but sadly, uncontrolled tourism has taken its toll on the island.

Okay dont start laughing just because its ME saying these things, I really mean it!!
Dont let them build that airport!!

Come to think of it, the life there is much relaxing, the resort and the ijc ppl made everything so cosy and lovely; especially during mealtimes (:

And feet were never clean, because theres bound to be sand between your toes all the time, but I actually liked it somehow!

Ill miss the unclean feeling, cosy buffets, snorkeling, bumboat rides and stargazing.

So these three days, the company was great!! :DD

Naseha, Marcus and Aidil; great bus, ferry and mealtime mates. (as long as Marcus doesnt sing, hah)

Fairuz; I might have died without her, all alone in that group of mine, haha.

My two roommates; Haha I feel so sorry for being such a bimbo, ABIT of a cleanfreak and coward. You must be really patient with a roommate like me I guess. ):

The Supermodel and Band of Gangsters; for all the endless entertainment. Ahahahahahahhh!!

Day two was totally snorkeling, THE BESTEST ACTIVITY OF THE WHOLE TRIP.

We took a bumboat to Coral Island and the beaches are awesomely fabulous.

Its like a clear swimming pool, with no chlorine, and loads of pretty living things.

In Singapore I think everywhere thats supposed to be sea, looks like a sewage canal.

Wished I had an underwater camera, because its so beeeeyoooteeeful UNDER THE SEAAA.!! ((:

Went snorkeling at the mangroves and again, mangroves in Spore look like....crap.

Snorkeled into the clear mangroves and saw baby fishes because the mangroves there are breeding grounds some marine life.

Okay and I think I saw sea cucumbers the most, the black slimy, gross, squishy and really sick humongous slug-like looking things, yucks.

They were everywhere on the seabed and basically, look sick.

The reddish brown pimply ones are even worse please, I dont know what made me reach out to touch them anyway, I think I might have been a little insane. Or very.

Went to the Tioman Marine Park and visited the museum place thingy.

Then after getting icecream, we were all in the water, ready to snorkel with the fishes and omg, sadly the water was murky and I didnt see a thing, so it was kind of cancelled.

After dinner, we had a nightwalk through the forests, I think I nearly died.

Its all really pitch black and imagine we had to walk up really steep forest paths and I couldnt see clearly, and freaking out at everything.

Then it got quite exciting and thrilling actually, haha.
I-hate-lizards moments, ugly frogs, icky insects and funny noises aside, we saw fireflies!!!!!

The ones with a lime green glow and a treeful of them!

Everyone turned off their torches and and was woah-ing at the pretty things in total darkness.

Too bad I didnt get a picture of them.

Then we had the reef walk at super low tide, saw those yucky sea cucumbers again, little fishes, shrimps, crabs etc.

Flying fox. I tried my best to zoom in, its the black thing eating the fruit.

Then we had the bonfire to mark the last night.

Doing the Aces Day dance lol.

After that, we squeezed on a rock and stargazed til late.

OMG the night sky at Tioman is so beautiful, the stars were practically twinkling and some of them spotted seven shooting stars altogether!!

BUT SADLY, I missed all of them, either by blinking or being distracted by I-dont-know-what.
Its so devastating okay, I didnt get to make my wish. ))))):

Anyway, it was the last night and we sat up to talk about everything and anything and we took turns to say this What-I-thought-of-him/her-at-first-impression confession time, haha.

This morning's sky.

Haha candid shot.

Ill upload more pictures with human faces soon.

I cant believe its all over, two nights nd three days are honestly too short omgg. )):

For now, Im tired,

sleepy,

dehydrated and

missing Tioman.

Nights.

2007-09-02T21:16:00.000-07:00

>> Add your light to mine, baby Together we could shine.

Hello. This is gna be some kind of farewell entry.

Im going to Tioman tomorrow!! ((:

Went Tioman shopping at Bugis with Nas, Aidil and Marcus yesterday.
Haha we played so many silly games at Coffee Bean and Marcus and I are the perfect partners ~~in crime~~ as cupids! :DD
Ohohoho.

Anyway Im finished packing, and omg I look like Im going to China for one month.
Im already not bringing my labbie, my cushion, and all the redundant stuff, why do I still have three bags!!??
Okay wait, the labtop's not redundant, Internet access and msn are eeeessentials.
I think I might die, not being on msn and not _____________.

So I guess I better say what I need to here if I dont come back alive/ stung to death by jellyfishies/ suffocated by plankton / eaten by sharks / or die in a tsunami.
I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay maybe not just school, as in SCHOOL itself, but in general. :DD
Haha what am I talking about.

The state of my heart
the place where we are
was written in the stars.
Written in the stars- Westlife. ((:

2007-08-30T18:52:00.000-07:00

>>

Your smile makes me see clearer
If you could only see in the mirror
What I see
Vulnerable- Secondhand serenade.
((:

I amuse myself with the drama I put myself through, but I like it this way. (:
Today was :DD :D D :DDD !!

Oh and it's the last official school day today, tmr's just teachers' day nd aces day stuff.
next week TIOMAN TIOMAN TIOMAN. (:

Bye.

2007-08-28T21:58:00.000-07:00

Move along- The all american rejects.

And even when your hope is gone

Move along, move along just to make it through.

I want all the donuts in the world!

Munchy's and Dunkin' are not good enough I DEMAND ALL THE DONUTS.

Why cant we have Donuts as our staple food and not rice.

(((((((((((((((((((((((:

Anybody hungry?

2007-08-26T19:25:00.000-07:00

>> Guess I'm wishing my life away With these things I'll never say

Things I'll never say- Avril Lavigne. (:

Okay, Stuff to look forward to, a necessity to keep me going on.
Tioman Trip next weeeeeek!!, Studying and more studying which is quite fun and therapeutic actually, Mooncake Festival!!! (Snowskin Durian please yumm)

Okay.

2007-08-25T22:05:00.000-07:00

>>

Jenny- The Click Five.

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind.

Hiiii.

It's the weekends, which marks another end of another miserable five days of my life. (:
Oh it's not so bad, if you look from another angle.
Right.

So anyway, my brother left for Newyork this morning, finally the day we've all been waiting for!
Remind me to pop champagne with my Dad when he comes back fm Taiwan,
We. need. to. celebrate.
And my Mum was being a....crybaby. haha.
Pretend only, hide behind those sunglasses and sob. :\
Three years!!! :D
Okay maybe I'll try to miss him a teeny bit, but at least now I get to tag along to Ny if we're going to visit him! :))
So my Mum went home to be an emo woman and I had to go to Elisha's for Pw.
As usual, we got up to the usual un-Pw stuff most of the time.
Came home and fixed up the new webcam, which was bought for the sole purpose for my Mum to see my brother's face.

But of course,

So fun, haha.

I want to be okay. (:

2007-08-22T23:03:00.000-07:00

>>

Nobody told me it'll hurt so bad.
but thanks for Monday anyway. (:

2007-08-18T22:42:00.000-07:00

>> they disappear.

So the week had ended and Im no more a school-lover and weekend-hater.
Sorry but I feel so choked up when I laugh or fake a smile.
Thank god I went out with Jean today, I might lose it if I stayed at home.
Food and retail therapy is the way to go.

Caught Secret, and I cried and somehow it felt weird, because I dont know if it was the show, or just me trying to find an excuse to forgive myself for crying.
Jean didnt even cry, she was just puzzled about the whole show.
Okay.
Jay Chou is quite hot, the show is really sweet, so go watch.
(and tell me Im not the only one who cried.)

Right.

Youre beautiful, It's true.

2007-08-16T18:01:00.000-07:00

>>

a part of me died.

2007-08-14T18:18:00.000-07:00

>>

"and from this, you'll learn to never want again."

2007-08-12T18:46:00.000-07:00

>>

Miss you more- BBMak.

Tomorrow is Monday oh yayyy I cant wait!
I dont mind staying at home for four days to study or something, but it's SICK when my mother's at home the whole time too.
And the thing is, shes always accusing me for doing this and that to everything related to her beloved son.
If I had a gun, she'll be the first I shoot.
Okay I hope Im not scaring anybody, IM JUST KIDDING ALRIGHTTTT.

(:

2007-08-11T23:45:00.000-07:00

>> It was a straight faced lie

Take care- Copeland. (:

OKAY. Im so sleepy but Ill do this entry with the pictures before I go to bed.

Towned with Annabelle, Jean, Aisyah and Fera today.

So we were supposed to meet at 1pm but they all came after 2plus, and I spent money on mindless shopping while waiting for them. ):

So basically we walked around, ate,ate and ate and oh, racked our brains on which movie to watch.

Which we didnt in the end, but Secret looked really good, I wna watch someday.!!

Anyway, I realise I meet up with this bunch of people every week and never get tired of them. :D

I miss SamBaey though. Stop playing golf, woman.!

Pictures.!

Some uber cute baby I saw at Starbucks.! Eeeee so cute. Check out the chickie hand things she's wearing.!

We saw two other cute toddlers there, and one mother started hugging her baby tightly when she caught me staring. Oh please.

SUPERMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DD

If it wasnt the alphabet S, I know what alphabet it'll be.

Whooo~

PS. I think Elvin Ng is hot hot HOT.! Haha sorry I just had to. :D

Good Night World.

2007-08-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

>> Like a fuse I burn for you, dear

Yellow- Coldplay.

So its National Day Eve, whats more dreadful is the next four school-less days.!

Celebrations in IJ is way different from days in Crescent, altogether its kind of weird and mundane.
Community singing in the morning was simply, weird.

I miss those national days in Crescent, we would all be in home clothes (no one really bothered to wear red nd white), they would give everyone plastic flags, and community singing was much more lively and fun. Like at least they played the music videos in the hall and everyone would be singing the songs, then shouting the songs and finally, screaming the songs.

Today, we had community singing in the parade square haha, complete with human audio systems.

But how could anything be worse than the Heritage Trail we had after that.

The biggest irony of life tells me that Im the pacer rep but when it comes to heritage trails and all that answering questions and find-that-place/monument thingys, Im helpless and useless.

All I do is complain and whine.

BUT!!! Old and deserted buildings fascinate me alot.

So that teeny bit of interest matters okay. (:

Pictures!(fm Fairuz.)

AHAHAHH.

I thought it would have been a thrill to see them get caught for climbing over the barriers of the Supreme Court, haha so evil I know.

Warning: DONT zoom in to this.

That Melissa dont know how to smile, only know how to make stupid faces. ):

Had Pw interview at the Spore Red Cross House after that.

Pretty fruitful, I must say and she actually liked our idea, and offered to collaborate with us to put it into action.

To think back then, my calender idea just popped up as a sudden inspiration.

So at least I wont feel too much guilt for slacking so much in Pw, haha.!

Anyway, more pictures.!

See what I mean.

Bye.

2007-08-07T21:01:00.000-07:00

the pictures entry. (fm Fairuz)

The last day of cop.

CAMERA-SHY. :D

Next few pictures contain childhood-deprived people.

The little rubber animals were so fun I swear.

All the ij mentors, kindergarten teachers etcetc. ((:

Some random photo from Pe.

I miss Kathryn Kee a whole damn lot!!!!!!!!! ):

She has all these unglam pictures of me eating, but I still love her anyway!!

2007-08-07T20:30:00.000-07:00

>> When the music that frees you has all but been used up, Then I’ll sing the last song for you.

The usual draggy Tuesday, nothing much happened.
Except that mr lim didnt come, and we had free periods for Econs and Civics.
ANDD I signed up for the Geog Tioman trip in Sept.!!!! :))

After-school delight:
-A dosage of . :D
-Chocolate milk tea bubble tea.
-Munchy donuts.!

Even the horrid weather and the uncompleted Maths test dont matter anymore. (:
The first dosage works all the time.

2007-08-06T20:46:00.000-07:00

>>

Nas: "Seven months! If I were you I would be so frustrated."

seven months and counting.

(:

2007-08-04T11:55:00.000-07:00

Can't Let Go- Landon Pigg.

cause I've searched my soul

and I know that it's you.

Towned with Jean, Annabelle, Siew and Fera today.

I wanted to buy everything I saw today at shopping.!!! ):

But rather than say I really want them, I think Im just depressed, desperately in need of retail therapy.

So anyway, pictures.!!

(from two weeks ago.)

Today.

Five Fish and Chips at FishnCo.

Happy Belated Birthday AnnieB. <3

(and thats goes on her friendster straight away, haha.)

I cant wait for promos to be over okay, Im gna learn to bake stuff with Nas, I CAN HARDLY WAIT. :DD :D

Maybe Ill be in time to give .

And perhaps do constructive stuff I had planned to do after Olvls, which I didnt, I just... ... wasted my life and almost non-existence intelligence away.

Next week's National Day holidays are such a dread, I rather be in school.

(and almost immediately, I hear an uproar from people who violently object to that statement.)

2007-08-03T18:53:00.000-07:00

I love this class so much that we catch each other's flu and other illnesses.

Sniffing like a sick baby and I croak when I talk. Nice.

2007-08-02T20:25:00.000-07:00

>> The last train’s left town, And I left my way in the lost and the found

All at once- The Fray

Okayy today.
was
not
so
good.

I woke up at the usual time and got to the busstop at the usual time.
But the bus didnt come at the usual time, and of course I didnt get to school on time.
BUT OF COURSE, it's never the bus' fault to the school, it's just my fault la okay. (though I secretly blame the dumb bus.)
So just run the 3 rounds and get over it.

Then the whole day was practically filled with mothertongue lessons, til 540ish.

And on the way home in the bus, some smarty Look-I-can-use-both-hands-to-sms-standing-in-a-jerky-bus pants SAT ON ME.
Gosh I feel so violated and I think he crushed all my bones. ):

And if that's not the end to my misery, ______________________.
What a life.

Yah okay I know I sound so whiny and complain-ish, but honestly, I feel like crying now.

2007-07-31T22:05:00.000-07:00

>>Start to breathe and fake a smile

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on (:

Come back down- Lifehouse.

I think Im taking it well.

2007-07-30T20:33:00.000-07:00

>> You got me hanging by a thread

Over my head- The Fray.

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII,

okay we celebrated AisyahJ's birthday on Friday.

Annabelle, Siew and SamBaey came down to ij to surprise her, played hockey abit and we hung around for awhile before heading to causeway to meet Jean and have dinner at Mosburger.

Gosh I miss them so much, I'll put up pictures when I dont feel lazy, haha.

Saturday; last day of cop at the pcf kindergarten, I'll miss my kid. )):

Rushed to Nanyangpoly hockey carnival after that.
Met Polly and Nadrah.!

and enlarged version so you can check Polly's expression out. Hahah!

Anyway it was great seeing the whole team again. (:
Apart from the spoiler rain, losing some matches and a little tiff among us, I enjoyed myself pretty much.

Still I feel so sorry the j2 girls had to witness the girls' team present situation and how (sorry but ill say it) screwed up we are.

And I found out a little something else on the way home.
What a sneaky two-faced backstabber, I cant believe she framed her very own teammates like that and probably her conscience haunting her too much, she decided to quit hockey.
And I should slap myself for feeling upset when I found out she, a fellow teammate, quit, because I know Im not now.
So anyway, no loss made, no gain when she was around also; she wasnt very great, YOU KNOW. HURR.

_____________________________________________________________

Toodles.

2007-07-25T20:56:00.000-07:00

It's like you were floating

When I was falling
And I didnt mind

Because I like the view

When there was me and you- Vanessa Hudgens.

Today:

- :DD :D

- Class photo-taking.!!

and that basically sums up a very happy day at school for me. ((:

Pictures!

(fm Fairuz's blog. THNK YOU.)

THEY WERE REALLY COOL I SWEAR. (:

Im kind of lazy to put all the pics of the firestation visit, so yah.

PW meetings twice at Elisha's house.!

DONT ASK.

Tskk look what theyre up to, while Elisha and I are busy at work.

For an eyeopener on their camwhoring, please refer to Fairuz's blog.

Im sorry you all have to see me like this, haha.!

PIZZA MY LOVEEEE (okay lah fine, anything edible, I love. )

2007-07-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

>>A welcome arrow through the heart

Youre all I have- Snow Patrol.

Had a damn good dinner at Jo's place yesterday night.
Oh and a great time laughing over dinner too. :D

Cop today was great once again, we took the kids to the Yishun fire station.
Haha, kids are the love, i tell you.!
BUT, just. dont. be. a. parent.

After that, they treated us to (my long-awaited love) Harry Potter nd the order of the phoenix at cwp.
OMG DANIEL RADCLIFFE!! <3
Okay and the Scene-that-must-not-be-named of Harry and ChoChang, was totally yucky, I hate her.
ANDD the Deathly Hallows is out today nd Im like getting all distressed over it. :\
I mean like, it's supposed to be Just-a-story-book-what, BUT ARGHHHHH!!

So anyway, went over to Elisha's place for Pw, with Fairuz, Jingyi and Siewyuan.
We ordered pizza for dinner, haha Pw isnt all that bad after all, since 90% of the time we're pigging out, wasting time nd having fun.

2007-07-18T21:44:00.000-07:00

>>Oh it's what you do to me

The longest story- Daphne Loves Derby.

"only the person you love most, can bring you both your highest and lowest."

Cliche but true. (:

Sometimes I really dont know why I have a blog for, when I cant really put down what I really want to, for fear of letting out too much. TOO MUCH.

So I might as well put a password soon, or just close it down.

2007-07-16T18:13:00.000-07:00

>>

Selfish- Nsync.
Can't Let Go - Landon Pigg.

Today school was :DD D .
Though PE was real sucky,
ANDD I HAVE AN EYE INFECTION IN MY RIGHT EYE NOW. ):

SOBS.

But still smiling.

2007-07-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

You had my heart

and we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines
but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark

You can see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there

With you I'll always share

Had dinner at Haji lane with Zhanyang, Shankari, Joey lai, Esther and Andy today.

Pictures!

2007-07-13T23:34:00.000-07:00

>>

When You're Gone- Avril Lavigne.

You dont know how much I rather go to school than welcome the weekends. ):
Oh wells, at least theres Cop and an outing to look forward to tomorrow!

Headed to town with Aisyah after training today, to meet Annabelle and Siew.
IM OFFICIALLY THE SADDEST GIRL ALIVE, (today only) because we didnt get tickets to watch Harry Potter Omgggg.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Im utterly upset and suicidal now.

But it was great meeting up, talking and all. :DD

So anyway, I got Us for h2 econs and geog, haha!
How about, Im so dead?

2007-07-11T21:08:00.000-07:00

>>

Big girls dont cry- Fergie.
Love you so- Natalie.

Emil and I were such sinners today.
But we're only human, so dont judge us. :DD

________________________________________________________________
(from Emil's blog.)
Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about themselves. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose SIX people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG BACKS!

1. I ______________________ still. (:

2. Songs with lyrics that best describe everything at that moment, make me cry.
Real bad.

3. I have five meals a day. Sigh.

4. Running makes me happy. It gives an adrenaline rush. The faster the happier, but other than that, I dont like competitive races.

5. Fish n Co's New York Fish and Chips will be my desired last food, if the world were to end tomorrow.

6. I love horror movies and ghost stories, but most of the time Im screaming, covering my eyes and cursing myself about what I got myself into.

7. I think Im quite stupid.

8. Im not materialistic! So people who think I am, get a life, seriously.

9. I like to keep everything and anything, that holds memories, which is basically everything, as long as it reminds me of something good/bad. Junk like movie ticket stubs, broken toys, scraps of paper that I used to pass notes during pri/sec sch, stationery thats cant be used anymore but just because I used it for PSLE/Olevel etcetc.
:\

10. I dont know what to put for Number 10, so I guess it's Game Over.(Which means I dont have to tag six people also.) Haha.

People I tag: Annabelle, Jean, Aisyah, SamBaey.
________________________________________________________________

Right from the start, only you you you.

2007-07-09T20:57:00.000-07:00

>>Butterfly, Early Summer

Your call- Secondhand serenade.
((:

Jo and Kevin kept singing "Your Call" in school today.
Really sweet song. :)

So anyway, Ive gotten back all my H1 subjects, A B E.
My Gp isnt looking too good with that E, and my 3 H2s are guaranteed U or S.
Ah wells.
Theres still the Promos, Promos, Promos.

It's not much but it's enough. (:

Pictures! (fm Fairuz.)

Cop dinner.

HAHA.

Live Earth Day.!!!!!

BOO looking at these pictures, I miss my hair, shouldnt have cut it, now it's horrid. ):

2007-07-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

>>I'm crashing like a tidal wave That drags me out to sea

Jennifer Paige- stranded.

Cop dinner at jalan kayu yesterday.
Gosh ive never laughed so much at dinner before, 0741C; you gotta love them. (:
Food was pretty good, okay fine everything edible is always good to me.

Had the usual cop this morning, I suspect my kid suffers from abuse at home.
Ohh and we wore GREEN today cus its Live Earth!!!
ANSWER THE CALL, LOVES.
(okay firstly, Melissa you have to stop overusing tissues and wet wipes.)

Did Pw stuff after cop, went to Spore Red Cross house at Doby Ghaut, which has a distinctive hospital smell and we saw a weird displaced mummified bed, haha.
Quite freaky, now that I think about it.

Anyway, met up with Jean and got a haircut, which took like 1 hours plus, Omg so annoying I hate haircuts.
So, shopping today was pretty good. (:
Other than lugging at bag of Chinese oral notes around and stuffing myself with a whole lot of junk food, being out with Jean has never be better.!

haha I realised its 7 july 2006 today, 777 and 7's my jersey number!! :DD

2007-07-05T17:36:00.000-07:00

>>

Someday we'll know. ((:

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me, tonight?

(i love love love this song!)

Going Crazy- Natalie.

Blog entries make good playlists.

2007-07-03T20:27:00.000-07:00

>> a quickie.

Tuesdays are bad days to start off a new term.
Its the longest day of the week.! ):
Firstly, (nevermind.)
Secondly, the weather is H to the orrid, I want to migrate I dont care!!
Thirdly, I found out today that I have to go for some OCS thingy/field trip/ whatever tmr, which means Im missing the first hockey training of Term 3.!!! ARGHHH.! >:(
It better be good.

Now that school has started, I kind of miss Annabelle, Jean, Fera, SamBaey quite badly, I dont know why.
Crescent withdrawal symptoms are starting up again.

PS. In full Harry Potter mode. :DD

2007-07-02T22:56:00.000-07:00

>>That the fire in your heart is out

Oasis- Wonderwall (:

Towned with Ilya nd Emil today. (:

We didnt do much, just sat around, ate nd ate.

Okay fine, MELISSA ate and ate.

We went to visit Iman, Adib and friend studying at Starbucks, haha how in the world do they study at such noisy places. :\

Met up with Esther, Joey lai, Shankari, Jiawen, Zhanyang, Francis for awhile.

And we just stood around, being public nuisances and blocking people's ways.

Just look at Joey.

2007-07-01T02:50:00.000-07:00

>> Maybe youre gna be the one that saves me.

Backstreet boys !! -Lose it all

Haha i had this entertaining msn convo with the hockey people.
Its like a combination of Brokeback Mountain+ParaPara+A**m+a whole lot more rubbish. haha (:

Pictures from Friday.

Caught up with Annabelle, SamBaey, Aisyah and Fera at haji lane today.
Okay its supposedly Sunday now since its past 12.
So anyway, omg I havent seen Fera ever since, Olevels results release day.!
Dinner was really good, the ambiance plus the couches, and the girls I miss so much. (except Aisyahj, im so sick of her seeing her in sec3&4 then 0741c. haha kiddinggg!)

Went for dessert (lychee martini ice cream!) and chilled at some cafe.
I missed the last bus so I cabbed home after taking the mrt with SamB, ANDDDD.
I had a freak encounter at the lift lobby.
Mummy, Im gna set my own curfew, nothing past 7pm OMG OMG OMG.
So much for trying to scare Sam with my horror stories. ):

Pictures!
(theres like 1000 pictures in Sam's cam, haha)

___________________________________________________________

Everybody has a superhero, because everything they do, saves you. (:

2007-06-30T14:56:00.000-07:00

>>There is no way round it

BBMak- Miss You More 'So many feelings emotions running away with me'

Caught Transformers yesterday with Esther, Joey Lai, Jiawen and Zul. (:
Wasnt that bad a movie, its quite cool, haha.
But im sure guys will like leave the cinema and comment non-stop how awesome the movie was. Typical. (except Jiawen.)

I AM DYING TO WATCH HARRY POTTER. (: (omg i almost typed Happy Potter!!!??)

Chilled at starbucks while waiting for Andy, Zhanyang and Francis.
Esther left to meet a friend, and yes, leaving me the only girl in the group, I had such a nasty time, haha.
Had dinner at Fareast, and headed to cityhall to meet the girls to go to Loof, but the rain was such a party pooper.
went to Home, saw Choy Jialing there (!!!), proudly baring a "Crescent Girls' School" sticker on her arm, tsktsk. haha!
So anyway, what a night we had at Home, to relieve all that stressssssssssssss from the horrid Summer Tests.

Somehow i think i was quite disturbed by something the whole time, like i wasnt enjoying myself, i think. i dont know. ):

): ): :( ): ): :( ): :(

2007-06-27T18:10:00.000-07:00

>>

Lifehouse (!!!) - Hanging by a moment.

I'm falling even more in love with you
I'm Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

haha i like this song. (:

school was goooooooooooooooooooooooooood.
except for having to sit in a very stiff position in the LT for three hours for my Literature paper. and a very warm and humid classroom for my Mathematics paper.
other than that, IM STILL HAPPY AND CONTENTED.

Gosh I sound so silly.

But really, I would have given anything in the world to be just there again, even if it was just a pathetic 5 minutes. (:

Now I sound sillier AND shallow-er.

Ps. last paper tmr! :D

2007-06-25T19:03:00.000-07:00

The see-saw was threatening to tip over!

Haha this two, make Emil and I seem normal.

Those heavenly mass runs.

theres this one song stuck in my head now and it cant seem to go away. :\

So anyway, after mothertongue paper today, Aisyah Emil SamB and I went back to Crescent to collect our long-awaited olevel certs.
haha yucks i dont even want to look at my trashy results, im gna stash it behind my cupboard or something.

It feels just like home.! (((:
Some changes here and there but still nostalgic and i miss miss miss Crescent.
Somehow, haha.
Its hilarious how we run away and pray we dont meet this teacher and that teacher, we are supposed to dash into our Alma mater and hug every dear teacher we meet.

Well, i guess you have all reason NOT TO, if youre from 4S3, like yours truly. :D
But i still miss Mrs Lucy Tan, and we didnt get to find her today. ):

Had wanton mee in the canteen, thats still as dirty as ever, compared to ijc.
The toilets are like, worse than some third-world country latrine, okay fine im just exaggerating.
By the way, some tap was sprouting water all over the toilet floor and i was wadding in water to get to the cubicles. How nice.

Met Kelly for awhile.!!! haha shes as silly as ever.

haha and a few teachers made comments on my skirt, BUT HAHA THEY CANT CATCH ME NOW.
Can you hear me sniggering.
Man, i miss those days.
I miss being in an all-girls' school. ):

Econs paper tmr!

2007-06-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

>>Tried my best to be guarded I'm an open book instead

hello.

SCHOOL REOPENS TMR.
together with Summer Tests omg.

So i was up at 2am last night, looking at volcanoes on the net, because, have i mentioned how lousy my Geog notes are.?
Thank God for Internet. (:
But 2am, looking at volcanoes, i feel ive got no-life. haha!

Anyway, when the STs finish, thats the real beginning of the real holidays!
I CAN HARDLY WAIT.

Oh studied with Annabelle at HollandV today, great way to end the holidays.. with an Annabelle. yucks.
(IM KIDDING LA.!!!!!!! BBQ SOON OK OK OK.?? :D )

2007-06-22T16:40:00.000-07:00

>>

Fly away- Corrinne May.

"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying "We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Gosh i love Corrinne May, her song are so press-replay-100-times. haha!

2007-06-21T14:44:00.000-07:00

>>Shining on the outside Empty on the inside

(edited/)

back from chalet, it was Andy's birthday ytd too.

sigh im still such a wreck, sorry for all the inconvenience caused last night haha.

but i had a whole lot of fun. :)

our supposedly out-in-the-wilderness pictures.

Birthday Boy with honey in his hair.

all the girls. :)

Esther, Eulynn nd Kheng May.

hahaha!

why i even posed for this pic, i dont know.

all the drunk babies, haha.

(rest of pictures up, under 'Snaps' - 20/6 chalet)

so after a hilarious and crazy night, almost everybody fell asleep at 4plus and i totally just conked out ON THE STAIRCASE.

and for now, SUMMER TESTS SUMMER TESTS SUMMER TESTS.

outdated pictures fm June holidays Hockey Camp. :)

the dumb team bonding games we got forced to play.

HYPERNOVAS J1s AND J2s 2007.!! (:

2007-06-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

>> we could be more than just amazing

You're like a storm against the window

Follow me around just like a shadow

I'll swim a never-ending ocean

Until you bring back your devotion.

Amazing- Westlife. :)

(hey look, its another cmon-lets-sing-along-to-Westlife song!)

I think im missing ij ppl a whole lot this holidays, thank god im seeing a bunch of them tmr. :)

so heres the good news, 5 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL.!!

back to 5am wake ups, 961 bus rides with (eeyer) Joey Lai, groggy morning lectures, yucky PE where im made aware of my un-sporty-ness, recesses with the favourite Kaya/ Butter&Sugar Toast pple, Literature lectures+tutorials = Nap Time, awesome ij friends, lovely 0741c pple ; Jo, Kevin, Aisyah, my favourite girlie Naseha, ETC. And :) :D :) :D :) :D :) :D :) and oh of course, HOCKEY, Emil, Victoria, HOCKEY. and that sums up a happy school life.

dont we all love school. i cant wait.

2007-06-17T12:47:00.000-07:00

>>One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me

Pictures fm Hockey Dinner last night. :)

victoria. :DDD

jingyi doing her forfeit.

me and vict with banglah boy. sometimes, i dont understand myself.

So we had dinner at Sakura International, which has pretty good buffet.

haha Victoria and I were just in our own little world, complete with alot of food and bimbotic comments.

Im so amazed at how we can laugh at at slightest things, and best of all,our OWN jokes.

Anyway, it was nice meeting the j3 hockey seniors.

:) :( :) ): :) :( :) :( :) :( :)

2007-06-15T15:27:00.000-07:00

>>Wish I could press rewind And rewrite every line

met Jean up at Queensway ytd, bought new shoes for school. :)

after we went over to Sam Baey's house to wait for Annabelle, Aisyah and Siew, so we could surprise her with a belated birthday cake.

The whole thing was hilarious, we were like ringing the doorbell and knocking the door furiously, ahahahahh!

and the oreo cheesecake was melting.

So when Sam the Sleepyhead finally opened the door..

presenting Sam and the cute pjs. xD

we totally raided her fridge anyway.

then we ordered KFC delivery and watched Open Season, which wasnt too bad, quite funny haha.

my friends secretly spying on ppl's friendsters. tsktsk.

(jean, ball, aisyah, siew,sam; just ask me for the rest of the pics. )

This week has been...weird.

Ive got so many people, trying to get me to talk about the same thing, and its just so..weird.

haha okay i have no absolute idea what im rambling on about, i just burnt so many brain cells in the past three days thinking about it. :(

so much for studying for the summer tests.

2007-06-14T05:13:00.000-07:00

>>

oh gosh its 5:04 am and im still not feeling sleepy.
must be the shocks that Lu Jiawen gave me the whole night.
first, it was _ and _, then i revealed out some secrets (oh no) then he got me thinking real hard about some stuff that i supposedly, put it all in the past alrd.
Mmm, therapeutic conversation we had/ are still having (5:07am).
but it sure feels good to let it all out, after so long, just when i thought nobody would understand.

you, maybe, youre ________ (insert whatever you want, cus i know what ill put there)
:)

2007-06-13T19:01:00.000-07:00

>>Melting under blue skies Belting out sunlight Shimmering love

accidentally in love- Counting crows. :)

Hoooo boy i wna watch Fantastic Four now now now!
okay its not out yet.

so i made another futile attempt to study today.
gawdd, you should take a look at the geog and lit lecture notes, its tragic.
i dont even know what the whole load of crap theyre giving us, i can stare at the notes all day and dont know where its all heading. :/
and the english, gosh i miss Mr Ravi back in Crescent.
he'll probably vomit blood, faint and go into a coma if he sees this stuff. :0
haha and now i know why nobody from other jcs ask me for my ij notes.

Help?

2007-06-12T22:07:00.000-07:00

>>

its the third week into the holidays already and ive made several futile attempts to study.
or shall i call them, staring matches with my notes. (ps. i lost.)

Met Jean in town today, so she could get a haircut and get some shopping done.
Haircut accomplished, Shopping-mission failed. BOOOOOOOOO.
But we had FishnCo for lunch, and i had New York Fish n Chips, which was damnnn good. :D

Pictures.!

jean looks evil in the last picture. must be the sausage bun.
and i look....goldfish-ish.

time to hit the books! toods.

maybe, i dont know. maybe. :)

2007-06-11T15:04:00.000-07:00

>>

Everything in its time - Corrinne May

Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience, just watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

i love this song. (:

2007-06-10T22:30:00.000-07:00

>>It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

jason mraz- im yours
haha song of the moment.

i miss hockey camp! ):

studied at hollandv bk with Annabelle today. (:
shes so childish, just because i forgot her birthday for that split second, but i still love youuuuuu Annie. <3
haha i miss those good old crescent days where we could be mean and evil all we wanted, seems like we've to be nice girls in our respective jcs now. HAHA!
okay no im kidding okay, we're nice people really.
so, we sat on the steps outside hollandv shopping centre, eating hazelnut bar icecream YUMMMM; so unglam but i like it. :D

so my day ended on a dreadful note where i had to go home, and face the parents.
now theyre starting order me around, down to the simplest things, like bathing. dvhsaidhfwdsbvdslkdvnajsvuashd!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-09T15:43:00.000-07:00

>>

ohmygoshhh i am so tiredddd.

Hockey Camp was pretty tiring and all, BUT FUN.!!! :DD
i think we're an awesome team. <3

of course, im still glad to be back home (okay not really la.) but the school isnt such a bad place to camp over, considering the fact that the millipedes population has really reduced and the toilets are acceptable.
but nothing beats a normal bed, chairs make really bad beds.

so, things were quite slack, alot of self-study sessions (which i didnt study.) and we spend alot of time sitting around like fat hockey players and pigging out.
second day's i almost had a nasty heatstroke at pitch training, so loser please. ):
and fitness sprints training almost attempted to kill me off, in the evening, but i survived, so thats something to be proud of right, haha.!

then the j2s came over to school and we had bbq and farewell stuff. ((:
and i guess the response to the slideshow wasnt tooooo bad, i sacrificed alot of studying time to do up the slideshow alone and my labtop kept screwing up on me almost everytime i was at it, haha so thank god its over. (:

we had a match with the j2s this morning, had lunch at causewaypt after that and home sweet home. NOT.
home =not sweet.
i cant believe my parents rang up the school to talk rubbish, thats so primary school please.
they werent even this pathetic when i was in primary school; seems like they decided to get chummy with their daughter only now, but its kind of late right.

falling so hard so fast this time, its back to square one again. (:

2007-06-06T17:01:00.000-07:00

>>

ill be at hockey camp tmr nd friday, and back on saturday. ):

bye.

2007-06-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

>>

today was such a total Econs-ish day.
im so sick of Econs, or rather, failing it haha.

went to Kap with my lovely Kathryn Kee in the evening to, supposedly, study.
bought the retarded Shrek meal, like exactly how does the gross green bald creature on the burger box boost appetites??
Seaweed shaker fries are zeeeeee best, i had two today, first was in the morning before school with that Joey lai, haha.
and so anyway, kat made me buy the shrek ears and WEAR IT with her.
Wish we took pictures. :D
so we were so engrossed in talking nd talking, basically catching up nd all, we didnt notice it was raining pick-up notes around us.
and i really mean, DROPPING around us, and in MY BAG, when we went to buy food.
Gosh, guys can be so dumb these days, and as a matter of fact, RUDE to even touch my bag omg!
kat tore them up anyway and we had such a scene in the toilet because we were too frightened to go into the cubicles, after kat's old-man-that-drops-toilet-roll-from-on-top-in-cubicle story. :\
headed to Railmall and we had ORGANIC ice cream, then yummy banana chocolate cake at Blooies.
we are such pigs, i know. ):
Sat around to chill and talked, haha i always love talking to kat, wonder what ill do without her. :)We should be sisters! and not take our eyes off each other 24/7, haha!!

then the parents called, interrogated me, and totally dampened my mood; i really hate the tone they use.Somebody should make going home illegal because its such an unhappy place.

2007-06-04T21:58:00.000-07:00

>>

jean and aisyah look so happy (happily in love), haha annabelle, you da lightbulb.

~~"lets look happy"~~ "lets look retarded"

Jean= my ~~friend~~maid. Jean's knee= ~~friendship + support~~ arm rest.
sorry Jean, but our friendship is really thats all its based on. HAHA.

on a SUPER-HAPPY note, im meeting up with my Katttttttttttt tmr.!!! :DD :D
i miss her, okay fine, im always missing her.

Teehee, i love all my friends.

theres more reason to smile. :D

2007-06-03T13:07:00.000-07:00

>>

(edited/)
thank god for Victoria hearing me out abit this morning or i would have exploded (and i really mean EXPLODE) with ....i dont know, anger?
haha so i guess i was wrong about Victoria being more bimbotic than me then, shes much sensible.! :)

life hates me.

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i am so boreddddddddd.
i havent had a decent meal in dayssssss, thanks to stomach flu.
ive been stuck at home for like, FOUR DAYS; still thanks to stomach flu.
its not even funny anymore. ))))))))):
and ive lost a good one week's worth of studying, thanks to procrastination.

hurray for School tmr.

2007-06-01T10:24:00.000-07:00

>> the cause and cure is you, you

ugh having a bad bout of stomach flu. )):
havent eaten anything since last night, with the high fever and all.
and thats real tragic for someone who eats 5 meals a day okay.!! ):

plus im missing school today, no real heatwaves, no human heatwave, and no Voix concert thingy at night.
gosh, how unlucky can i get.

so im just sitting around at home and doing nothing.
summer tests are gna bite me in the ass when the holidays are over.

2007-05-30T22:04:00.000-07:00

>>He tastes like you only sweeter

Fall out boy.!!! :)

Pics from dinner with Jean, Aisyah, Annabelle, Siew nd Sam.!

i love you all.!!! <3

i was such a blur thing today, went down to school and remembered we dont have lessons today.! :(

so anyway, thankfully i went down to Ikea to meet Aisyah, Sam Baey and Judy, if not i would have died in school.

ate and caught up with each other, i havent seen Judy for a longgg time, and shes still the irritant that she has always been. haha kidding luh, Juuuuuuudy.

Ikea food was yummy, and after that Aisyah and i headed back to school for hockey.

haha Hockey is so irresistible, everybody's joining the Hypernovas suddenly or taking it up as a second cca.! :D :D :D

training was fun, we saw HEATWAVES (plus, i saw a Human Heatwave HAHAHA, okay shut up melissa.) on the track, exactly how cool is that you tell me.!

NOT. COOL.

i felt like i was in some oven turned up at 32436767532deg please.

i can imagine giant ice cubes melting in different parts of the world, and poor polar bears drowning. :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i want to save the polar bears.!!

PS. in-the-SAVE-THE-POLAR-BEARS Mode now.

2007-05-28T21:21:00.000-07:00

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"i totally missed mel cause omgg i used to see her every sat bt its so long until she dnt even know i took out my braces!......and you know i think mel is my closest friend. like seriously. everything i do the first person i think of is mel"

"i think of mel whn i think of wht to get to wear to school everyday."

i saw this at Lee Jean Ee's blog and my heart went PIANG. haha!
i love you very muchies too Jeeeeeeeanie.! <3
learn to enjoy school and study hard alright, we'll meet up soon for food, food and more food (New York Fish n Chips.!!) and of course, SHOPPING.!! ((:

its the June holidays, but i still wake up the same time in the morning and go back 7plus, with hockey training.
we had like a 2 hour break in between lessons, today, so it wasnt all that bad.
haha, bugged Valerie and Wee sin in the canteen the whole time.
Booo, oh well.! ):

played a mini game with Emil, Aisyah, Joey Lai, Zhanyang, Jiawen in the semiD before training and gosh, i laughed so much at Joey and his gay antics. hahah!!
training wasnt too bad, the sun was horrid horRID HORRID but it was quite fun.
i like playing mini games in the semiD. :DD

so i guess, the passion's not lost yet?
:)

PS. need to start mugging, full steam ahead.!!

2007-05-27T15:23:00.000-07:00

>>

Thats where you find love- Westlife.

it's where the stars line up
It's where the oceans touch
It's in a place I've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

im such a sucker for westlife though i always say i love Bsb more. HAHA.!

2007-05-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

>>

just a little less perfect.

:)